YUYAN

Home Alone

2012-02-16T11:56:00.005+08:00

Home Alone

Home alone isn't a big problem for me throughout so many years of life. But this time is different because it is without you. And I am not sure whether have I accepted that you have left me. Because of study week, I have no where to go except staying at home and study.

This morning, when I looked through the door, it feels so painful! I used to be home alone with really loneliness. But when I saw your Atos, this is where the pains came about. When I saw your slippers, I thought of you again. I looked at the garage, at this house, and thought of this is also the place that a funeral was held...

Your smile, enlightened me. Everytime I looked at this picture, I believe that you are enjoying to be with our Heavenly Father, this is also the greatest comfort for me.

This morning, God's words strengthen me once again. Although I am standing in a suffering and painful circumstances, God didn't forsake me. I know that God knows how I am feeling right now, He understands, and therefore He helps. I am blessed to know Him, to have Him in my life, for He is so real, so faithful.

"God is our refuge and strength, and ever-present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1

想念你在的日子。

With love,

不一样的星期四

2012-02-02T19:58:00.005+08:00

不一样的星期四

每一晚能够入眠，可以说是恩典，好叫我第二天依然健康的活着。

总是觉得你还在，只是在很远的地方，还没有回家。

还记得每个星期二和四都会搭你的顺风车，和你在那一间马来店吃早餐才去学校。因为你知道我下午12点才上课，你就自己跑过来问我要不要坐你的车，这样可以不用这么早起身。你总是疼爱我这个无理取闹的妹妹，你总是为我着想，你总是护着我。

然而，今天你没有叫我起床，我没有闻到你的发香味，我没有看到你一身西装笔挺的帅帅样。今天你没有载我上学，没有人和我在车上一起唱着诗歌，聊着未来。没有人陪我吃早餐，没有人帮我order我最爱的roti telur，没有人陪着我走到bus stop，因为你不在了。。。

写着写着，泪水随着思念涌流出来，因为仍然觉得你还在，但是却找不到你。

每一次我们到那间早餐店，你就会很炫耀的告诉我“我们已经是uncle的熟客咯！"我就会嘻皮笑脸的回复你：“是咯，他连我们每次order什么都懂了！” 可是，uncle今天是否觉得奇怪？为什么我们俩没有到他店里吃早餐？为什么当他放工后你没有和他打招呼？很可惜，他少了一个爱吃1片roti telur和1片roti kosong的你，少了爱吃roti telur的我；就这样，他的店里少了两位熟客。

最后一次和你一起享用uncle的roti prata时，你和我畅谈了你的梦想。你说你想要环游世界，学习着每个国家不同的文化。你说你6月会和炜健一起去London，我很羡慕的吵着你说我也要去叻！你就答应我以后我们要一家人一起去！

你的梦想，我会帮你实现，因为其实我也很喜欢旅游。但是我从你身上学习到了去旅游目的不是去玩，而是去学习不同的国家文化，去体验上帝的奇妙创造。

那时候当我遇到感情挫败后，你从KLsend message问候了我，我回复你：“我没事，别担心我。” 你就说：I know my dear sister is a strong girl, I am not worried for you :) 你也告诉我要忘记背后，努力面前，向着标杆直跑。（腓立比书3：13-14）

Korkor, 我会坚强，就像我从前告诉过你的：“我没事，别担心我。”

只是我好想念你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Thoughts

2011-12-31T00:29:00.005+08:00

Thoughts

Where have I been spending my holidays? Well, first week was preparing for Christmas; second week was also preparing and having rehearsal for Christmas while last week were having relaxation at Kukup.

I can only said although it was a busy holidays, yet it was a meaningful and fruitful one! Whether the resting are enough or insufficient, it is time to move on with life, of course in His way and not mine =)

It is never too late to love one another, for He first loved us.

恩典退休营

Two days one night stay over at Kukup where we shared, we shed, we teared; we laughed, we enjoyed, we had fun. Always remember, we would be at different places, we would face different circumstances, we would have different worries and troubles, but there is one thing that we are similar at, we have the same Lord. We have Him, and we have one another =)

Dear Jesus, thank you for what You have done for everyone of us ='] Let us shine for You more and more in the upcoming 2012! =D

We will shine, shine like stars above!

With love,

December

2011-12-20T10:11:00.002+08:00

December

It's mid of December now, which means Christmas is around the corner!!! =D
Feeling excited and joyous! Although most of the holidays time were spent in church for helping out, this is meaningful enough. Shall wait me to upload the photos when I am free =P

A busy week ahead! @@ Jiayou everyone!

Do you know the real meaning of Christmas?

With love,

Horrible Week

2011-12-01T21:34:00.003+08:00

最后的放手，最后的释怀；
至少不是结了婚才看清。:)

Alright, although I shouldn't complain but still have to say TIME IS NOT ENOUGH!!! =/
Therefore, I shouldn't waste any more time for the unnecessaries!
Exam week falls on next week! Horrible week which I don't even dare to think about it! But one thing I am looking forward to is his birthday =]

Ahh, why does it fall on my exam week ne??? =(

Anyway, all the best to those who are having exams, including myself! Let's mug for this period and enjoy after that! CHIONG AH! =D

With love,

:(

2011-11-24T22:51:00.004+08:00

虽然说，时间久了就会忘记。
虽然说，让过去的事成为过去。
我的心里还是有些不好受 :(
为何还要在意？
为何还放不下？
为何会不甘心？

讨厌这样的自己！:(

在梦里，我们也是陌生人。

你，千万不要再招惹别人哭。

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me." -Psalm 23:4

Dear God, be my comfort.

With love,

His creation, grace & love

2011-11-14T21:25:00.014+08:00

His creation, grace & love

His creation.

Tu, ZhaoXian and me went to Desaru beach super randomly after fetching ChuanYuan to his camp site. How wonderful, we have a chance to capture such an epic photo! What I have seen with my own eyes was much more beautiful!!!

I love beach, I love wind, I love sea, I love sky. They are just so natural, it made me feels that I am one step closer to Him. How wonderful =')

His grace.

活着的一天就是恩典。

His love.

Unfailing love, that's the love that nobody else could ever provide. He has mercy over my sins, even those that I couldn't accept.

“惟有基督在我们还作罪人的时候为我们死，上帝的爱就在此向我们显明了。” -罗马书5：8

Thank you dear Lord, for You renewed me.

With love,

2YearLater

2011-10-12T23:43:00.008+08:00

2YearsLater

Bukit Tinggi! Awww, I missed those moment really alot! I missed the weather there, I missed the food, I missed every moment! Spent my sem break at KL AGAIN, I guess there is the only place that I could have my holidays at.

Munchin; she is a pretty girl I can say, cos she has a pretty heart =D She warms ppl with her smile and she cheers ppl with her activeness.

Litu; he is my brother, ranked second among four of us. He is knowledgeable, faithful servant, and lovely brother. I knew that he loves me, just that he has his way of loving.

Kaesheng; he is a gentle man, too gentle though =P He has great and surprising thoughts sometime, sensible son and very helpful. A patient boy who warms my heart and worth to wait for; a boy who seems weak and keep falling sick whom I will want to take care of =]

It was God's grace that the four of us could spend our holidays together! Looking forward for next trip to KOPENG!

Dear Lord,

Thank you, because I have You in my life, and You let me to have them in my life. =)

With love,

2YearsAgo

2011-09-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

2YearsAgo

2 years ago, been to KL with them. 20-24Sept2011, I went to KL. Every scenario just appeared similarly, the only difference is the characters in the story.

Time flies, when I looked back, I felt myself so childish in both physical and mental way. But if life were to restart, I will still choose the same path. If weren't those, I might not be growing up, I might not be experiencing God, how lovely He is, how faithful He is, how understanding He is.

I am assure that God wouldn't leave us alone to face difficulties that we couldn't manage. Whenever I need Him, He is always there.

"Because God has said, "never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." -Hebrews 13:5

Dear Lord, me too.

With love,

Boys and Girls

2011-09-15T00:59:00.003+08:00

Gender

在这充满罪恶的世代，人甚至会忘记了自己真正的性别，所以才会有同性恋等事件。

要认识自己，那就要先认识那创造你，给你生命的上帝。

Our life is a gift from God, What we do to that life is our gift to God.

With love,

Lord, You Are Faithful

2011-09-02T02:23:00.005+08:00

To x:

Went to her facebook and WOW! Haha, not very very surprised because I have predicted that this will happen. You may leave me, but don't leave Him. I ain't perfect neither can I provide complete love, but He does and He did. All the best =)

Lord, You Are Faithful

We may change when time goes on or react differently to the circumstances that we are facing. Changes may be in good way or in a bad way. What would be the best changes? Definitely it is the change from the heart to be more like Jesus Christ.

Dear Lord, I may lose faith in You, but thank you for not losing faith in me, as always.

“所以，你要知道耶和华 - 你的神，他是神，是信实的神；向爱他、守他戒命的人守约，施慈爱，直到万代。”　-申命记7:9

Walk with God

With love,

Desire

2011-08-26T00:37:00.008+08:00

Desire

Had a deep thought after screening through this picture. I asked myself, so what is Jesus meant to me? Recalling back those prayers I have made, most of them were about earthly things.
Nutshell: I have treated Jesus as a magician for almost the time being ever since I knew Him.

And I told myself, its no longer about having desire for getting good results, finding lifetime partner, having sufficient financial support......

Dear Lord, You're my desire, be my ONLY desire.

“你们要先求他的国和他的义，这些东西都要加给你们了。” -马太福音6：33

be my ONLY desire.
With love

心寒。

2011-08-20T18:44:00.008+08:00

心寒。

Saw her comment on your post. Not sad because I have put down everything, I guess. Though I am not in a position to comment, hope that you will wait for His plan instead. Don't forget you are a son of God, so be like one, act like one! =)

“凡接待他的，就是信他名的人，他就赐他们权柄，作神的儿女。” -约翰福音1：12

Lord, fill my emptiness with Your love, will You?

=], take care of me, will you?

Follow His plan

With love,

Stress

2011-08-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

I felt so stressed over the upcoming exams! I just feel that I couldn't get through the exams. =(

Mountains of revisions leaving undone, struggling with the limited time given, can I overcome all these??? I really wonder!

On another side, I'm glad and happy because they stayed. At least, I am not fighting alone. =]

Encourages and Motivations, thats what I need.

With love,

Listen

2011-08-10T20:46:00.004+08:00

Listen

We will prefer to listen to praises rather than lecturing . We will prefer to listen to things that favors ourselves. But do not be cheated or blinded by the words other than God's words. We shall always listen to Him, as He knows us the best.

10:7 所以耶稣又对他们说，我实实在在地告诉你们，我就是羊的门，

10:8 凡在我以先来的，都是贼，是强盗。羊却不听他们。

10:9 我就是门。凡从我进来的，必然得救，并且出入得草吃。

10:10 盗贼来，无非要偷窃，杀害，毁坏。我来了，是要叫羊（或作人）得生命，并且得的更丰盛。

Listening to God

With love,

Faith

2011-08-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

Faith

“信就是所望之事的实底，是未见之事的确据。” - 希伯来书11：1

Hectic lifestyle had already eroded my life. Doing things for the sake of doing, living everyday for the sake of living. Indeed, I lose faith and passion in doing everything.

Went to yumcha with Veo and Kang, and mentioned this verse, Hebrews 11:1. Faith, is something that we couldn't see yet we choose to believe. Yes, eternity life gifted by Lord is what I couldn't see yet I chose to believe. And now, I shouldn't lose faith in believing God, because Jesus Christ has been the best role model in trusting the Lord. Though He knows His mission was to sacrifice Himself for the sake of redeeming us, yet He still live everyday with faith and passion, and never give up. He is such a wonderful and beautiful Savior =]

一生学习你的样式

With love,

2011-07-29T22:22:00.003+08:00

City Hunter! When will I have the time to finish this K-drama? Been busying with so many stuffs!!! Time management!

We should keep a distance from each other.

With love,

Imbalanced

2011-07-28T00:37:00.004+08:00

Imbalanced

My life seem to lose its balance.

"Lead me in Thy truth, and teach me: for Thou art the God of my salvation; on Thee do I wait all the day."

-Psalm 25:5

rejection
With love,

2011-07-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

“至于世人，他的年日如草一样，他发旺如野地的花；经风一吹，变归无有，它的原处，也不再认识它。” -诗篇103：15-16

人的生命，即是短暂也无法预测，只有神才是掌权者。

珍惜自己的生命，把生命活得有价值和意义，活出原本生命该有的价值。往往我们很向往知道自己的未来会是如何，甚至想知道别人的未来会是怎样的，但是又何必去在乎或去了解去得到答案？知道答案后我们又怎样？

我只知道，把一切都交托给神，只有祂才知道我最需要什么，因为我所拥有的都是祂赐的，生命也是祂所给予的。

神的意念高过人的意念

With love,

2011-07-15T00:27:00.019+08:00

It was like one month period since last update, having too many activities and couldn't get a chance to blog. Time flies, last month was busy with exam preparations and getting used to new semester. Results are back and it was still okay except for particular subject, surprised that can get few 'A's' still when I'm not spending much time on preparing. ><

The rest of the stories would be told by pictures then =]

15 As for man, his days are like grass, he flourishes like a flower of the field; 16 the wind blowsover it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more. 17 But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children--18 with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.

-Psalm 103:15-18

When we first got to know each other, we introduced, we chit-chatted. As time passed and we reached a deeper stage of knowing, we gathered, we had fun, we bonded.

A more in-depth stage, which we shall pursue is that we will share our Christian's life, we will pray for each other, we will carry each other's burdens.

"Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ." -Galatians 6:2

How would I forget AhBing's visit? He's such a nice guy! =D 出得了厅堂，进得了厨房！He's much more friendly than I thought! As I've heard rumors that he is a shy boy. AHHA! Totally opposite of that! He's currently at Aussie because of some mission trip, hope that he's fine and did learn something =] Hoping to see him again! He's a fun guy!!!

Tu's heartbeat.

Life indeed is fragile and unpredictable. However, we shall not afraid nor feeling unsecured, because our Lord is always there for us.

1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. 2 Therefore we will not fear,though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, 3 though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.

-Psalm 46:1-3

ZhiYuan's 14th

May you continue to shine for God =]
We are born for a reason, Jesus' birth came with a purpose too. This purpose saved you and me.

"She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins." -Matthew 1:21

Girls' power

Mind twister

With love,

Meaningful and Fruitful week

2011-06-12T20:31:00.010+08:00

Meaningful and Fruitful week

Went to 年少活力2011 Camp at Kota Tinggi Bethany Church. It was a meaningful camp, had fun and learnt alot. It's not easy to organize a camp! NewLife youngsters, we must work hard together! 靠着上帝，就能够得胜。
Lost faith in organizing camp after this camp, but brothers and sisters keep remind me that we shall not set the same level of expectation as theirs, cos they have experiences. Yeah, I hope I can look on a brighter side. And I believe the Lord will lead =] Guys, Jiayou!

Hurray!!! Thank God that WeiZeik has became one of our family member! =D I'm really touch and happy that he accepted Jesus Christ! Hope that he can continue to grow in Him! Jiayou brother! =D NewLife youngsters will help you, we will grow together, we will walk this path together, you're not alone! =D

性不性由你camp =]
Remember the real purpose that God created man and woman!

“19你们不知道你们的身体就是那位住在你们里面的圣灵的殿吗？这圣灵是你们从神那里领受的。你们不是属于自己的。20因为你们是用重价买来的。所以你们务要用自己的身体荣耀神。”

哥林多前书6：19-20

With love,

忘记背后，努力面前

2011-05-31T18:31:00.006+08:00

忘记背后，努力面前

Finally, I have the courage to let go the past and move on =] Thank you Lord for bringing me through those tough moment whether through His words or through people. I felt that I am really blessed, being loved by my family and so many friends.

“弟兄们，我不是以为自己已经得着了，我只有一件事，就是忘记背后，努力面前的，向着标竿直跑，要得神在基督耶稣里从上面召我来得的奖赏。” -腓立比书3：13

This verse reminded me that I shouldn't be burdened by the past, I should move on and knowing what I have to accomplish. Sometime, we thought we already at the peak of our life whereby we own everything, we did serve the Lord, we did share His gospel, we did live out what a Christian should live, we manage our life as well as spiritual life well, we thought that all of that were ENOUGH. But Paul stressed that we should not thought that we are well enough, what we should do is forget what is behind and strain towards what is ahead! What to strain for? We should press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called us heavenward in Christ Jesus.

You're a memory now =)

With love,

What can I give to you, Lord.

2011-05-26T23:50:00.004+08:00

What can I give to you, Lord.

每一天每一夜
每一分钟
我仰望你的恩典
患难时在我喜乐时
你双手领我进入你恩典

主耶稣你宝血
洗净我一切的罪孽
为我死为我而流泪
赐给我无尽的恩典

我能有什么给你啊
能报答你付的代价
每当我定睛你十架
眼泪不禁潸然地落下
我的心不要忘记啊
他鞭伤换来新的生命啊
从此不再忧伤不再挣扎
在耶稣怀里我有平安自由希望

Just when I was complaining deep in my heart about life, my windows media player played this song.
I read the lyrics again and again, reflected that why am I complaining and groaning for such little things??? What have Jesus Christ done for me? Did he even complain a single word?

Somehow, I was losing faith in Him as well as him. I felt so lost, I felt tiring, I felt exhausted, I felt in-secured.

Dear Lord, lead me back to the right path. I know that although we always lose faith in You, You're not going to lose faith in us. Thank you Lord for allowing me to depend and trust on You, not just for this moment, but eternally.

在耶稣怀里我有平安自由希望

With loves,

Emotions

2011-05-23T22:00:00.004+08:00

Emotions

Human do have emotions, and most of the time we expressed our emotions as we like, which is not right. Before we even expressed them out, we never ever think about the consequences. This is called self-centralized. What we thought of is only - MYSELF.

We angry, we cry, we laugh, we jealous, we love, we expressed any kind of emotions that we want to and didn't deduce what would happen in the end.

I am one of the one who lost my temper easily, especially towards my family. Just before I posted this, I shouted at my mum. And then I regretted after shouting at her. So what if I am regretting now, I resist to apologize to her. =/

Similar to love. We love to show our concerns, especially to opposite gender. However, how would the person being concerned felt? Will they misunderstand? If yes, why do we want to do some actions or say some words to make people confused or misunderstood? It's again because self-centralized. We wanna express what we feel about him/her without standing in other's point of view to think.

"Whoever is patient has great understanding,
but one who is quick-tempered displays folly."
Proverbs 14:29

Lord, please take away my selfishness, and know how to speak the right words, do the right things, for You.

With loves,

伊甜 =D

2011-05-22T19:18:00.004+08:00

伊甜 =D

她，很诗情画意。

是个很有气质的女生。

虽然认识不深，但是我相信上帝一定有祂自己的旨意让我认识这位特别的女生 =]
为我写一首诗吧？=P

今天教会的讲题是：爱很简单

爱对我来说，是一生的功课，因为永远都会爱不完，就像上帝对我们的爱一样。
大卫王是个有权势的王，但是他却没有滥用自己的权力，并且还以爱心去对待人。

这让我深思，我身为教会青少年团的团长，有没有用爱来教导他们，还是只是在执行一个团长该执行的？为了完成任务而做？为了向上层交待而做？等等等。
这又是一个态度的问题。很多时候，我必须常常提醒自己在做这件事时所抱有的态度到底是什么？不然就会掉进‘自我’的网罗里！

最近都在学习‘关怀’这个功课。在关怀的时候，缺少不了的就是‘爱’。因为有爱，才会想要去关心关怀人的需要，并且用爱来感动他们，让他们知道他们并不是一个人。
弟兄姐妹就应该互相扶持，彼此担当重担。

我哥对我说：很多时候我们向上帝求爱，上帝就会放很多不可爱的人在我们身边，让我们去爱。
爱，其实很简单。只要你愿意放下自己，回想上帝对我们起初的爱，借此去爱你身边不可爱的人。我们能够爱，是因为祂先爱我们。

"你们若有彼此相爱的心，众人因此就认出你们是我的门徒了。"-约13:35

With loves,

静沁 =D

2011-05-21T23:34:00.007+08:00

静沁 =D

她，是个很特别的女孩子。
给我的第一个印像＝懂事的女孩。
喜欢她对我的坦诚，信任。
喜欢没有距离感的交谈，嬉戏。

今天虽然很累，但是总喜欢过着为主忙碌的生活，觉得生活很充实，精彩。最开心的就是忙到没有时间去想那些不开心的事 =]

生活，要精彩。因为有了祂，我的生命才可以很精彩！

真。诚

With loves,

Smile

2011-05-19T21:19:00.006+08:00

Smile

Today was a tiring and long day because of school, from 8am-6pm. Had Pastamania as lunch with gangs, and my stomach almost burst!!! I have eaten too much I think! Couldn't even stand properly after that sumptuos meal! =/

Went for yohgurt at Frolick after lunch, and we were discussing the salesperson. She has golden long hair, good features, sweet voices, but I just felt that she is lack of something. And at the end I figured out what's the thing that made her so 'incomplete' - Her smile.

A smile can really bring alot of warmth to the people around you, it will break the untrusted bond between human, it will affect the mood of the surrounding and ownself, it will make you more beautiful. So, smile more! =D

It seems to be a habit of visiting your facebook, the first thing I logged in to facebook, is to look at your profile and photos, I love the smile on your face cos it makes me smile too =] I think I've fallen in love with your smile!

发自内心的笑。

With loves,

Focusation

2011-05-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

Why do human focus so much on things that doesn't even important, things that couldn't take with when we die (money, honour, results, qualifications, beauty), things that would only hurt yourself or others (boyfriend, girlfriend etc). Why don't human just focus on the mission that assigned by the one that created us?

I couldn't blame anyone, cos I'm just one of them. This world has been so tempting, fascinating, attracting that human just couldn't see and think clearly what's the real purpose of living. We have all blinded by all the wonderful earthy things, and forgotten the most wonderful thing awaiting at the end - Eternity Life.

Life is a temporary assignment, that you have to pass up to God. Because He gave you this life, he assigned you these tasks.

Whatever we did, were NOT to win whoever's hearts, but to please and glorify the Lord.

With loves,

I'm back

2011-05-17T11:02:00.003+08:00

I'm back. =]
Doesn't know the real reason that I came back here. But read quite alot of friends' blog recently, and have a thought to create my own. And at the end the google account tracked back to this blog. So I shall continue to post on here. Cos this blog is filled with lots of memories.

Somehow, I felt that this period, I have grown up, though still not mature enough. But after being single, I slowed down and looked back my life, I felt that it was totally not a life that God wanted me to live on. These period, I have alot of thoughts, I hate myself being not forgetful enough! Some of the things which I just couldn't let them go, I shall focus on the Lord and not others earthly things. I know I couldn't do these by myself, but with Lord, nothing cant be accomplished.

Dear Lord, thank you for teaching me this:

Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.
-Proverbs 3:5-6

With loves,

Bye

2010-04-08T22:28:00.003+08:00

Bye Blogger!

Love,

Misses!

2010-04-05T20:15:00.002+08:00

Haha! Botak!!! :D

School going to start soon. 2more weeks of holidays to enjoy! :D I am going to be in Year 2! Time really fly!!! Have been addicted to Naruto anime recently! :) I wanted to work hard on my studies!!! I hope I can do it!!!

68days more! He will be back from NS! ♥

Love,

2010-03-26T19:27:00.001+08:00

Have fun over there! :D I will miss you!

Love,

2010-03-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

My mind is in a mess! What am i thinking!!! Mess! Confusing! Ahhh!!!

I need a hug!

Love,

Happy :D

2010-03-19T21:19:00.003+08:00

Nothing to do, and i decided to video chat with my ♥ :D

Though we can chat over the phone, but video chat was fun! :)

I miss you!

Love,

:(

2010-03-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

我很讨厌离别的感觉 :(

So FARRRRRR AWAYYYYYY!!! :(

Love,

.

2010-03-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

I dont know!

Happy birthday!

2010-03-09T22:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE ONE!!! ♥♥♥

Here are some updates:

My church mates and I were being baptized on 7th March 2010! :D

"Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit." Matthew 28:19

DAC04 Class chalet on 10-12 March! :D I am only be able to attend on the 11th. Will miss out alot of funssss!!! :(

Still looking forward to have gathering with Lok and John! But everyone seem to be Sooooooo BUSY with own schedule! Ahhhhhhh!!

Oh ya, HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO GLEN ANG too!!! :D

Love,

Finally

2010-03-02T19:40:00.001+08:00

FINALLY! ITS HOLIDAYS!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

I AM GONNA ENJOY THE HOLIDAYSSSSS!!!!

Love,

BUSY

2010-02-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

Ahhh!!! 时间不够用!!! :(

Love,

Happy day

2010-02-19T23:05:00.003+08:00

I am so happy today! I cut a new hairstyle - bangs!!!

Hope this new hairstyle will bring me some luck during exam! Haha :)

We have to go through difficulties, so that we will grow!

Love,

Valentine & New year

2010-02-16T17:05:00.002+08:00

Happy valentine's Day to my love one! ♥

Happy Chinese New Year to all! :D

New Year was fun, met up with relatives! Collecting ang pau was the most exciting part! :D After celebrating, its time to sit down and study for PACC exam. What a saddening moment! :( My throat was in pain due to too much new year cookies and shouting during poker time!!! Though it was pain, it brought me alot of memorable moments that i would not want to forget. Especially the kinship! Love my family and all my relatives!

Is my relationship with God as close as them?

Love,

MOB

2010-02-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

MOB is finally over!!! :D And CNY is coming!!! :D :D

I bought my new year clothes finally! :) And a bag!!! Wow, and i no need to pay even one cent :) Cos my lovely mum, who is also the ATM, paid everything for me! How sweet!!! :D

Ang pau Ang pau Ang pau!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Today, I cooked spagethi, and it was nice :)

Love,

2010-02-10T20:09:00.003+08:00

MOB test is on tmr, but lessons are still as usual. What a tiring day! Lesson from 9am - 3pm. Test from 5.15pm - 6.30pm. I hope I can still remember what I had memorized this whole day during tmr's test. Wish me luck! ;)

All the best to those taking test too! :D Lets Jiayou together! :D

I am quite happy today! =) Oh, CNY is coming!!! So excited!

Love,

MOB Fever

2010-02-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

MOB Fever is here!!! I have to start mugging! No more slacking! I thought I will be studying from Sunday onwards, but today, I watched tv until 9pm and haven even touch my MOB! I supposed to study 2 chapters each day, but today I did not follow my schedule! Ahhhhhh!!! >(

Alright, just a short post, off to study!

Love,

Chinese New Year

2010-02-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming!!! I am so looking forward, I haven bought my new shirts and all that! Got to get them like real soon! :D

I have super no mood to study for MOB test! :(

Love,

:(

2010-02-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

It is very difficult to please one person. Who will be in the priority? Spritual life/kinship/friendship/relationship? I really dont know. Distance split us even further.

Love,

Goodbye, IDEA project!

2010-02-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

Alright, had IDEA presentation this morning. It was a nice one I think. At least I enjoyed the presentation! :D Just reached home from movie not long ago. :) Watched case 39, not bad, kena shocked around 3 times! I am so happy today! :D

Alright, time to start my ECONS past year paper which has to be done by tmr 9am! Ahhh, no more early sleep :(

Love,

Busy school days

2010-02-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Recently was busying with school works. Projects and projects and exams and tests. Luckily, projects coming to and end soon! which mean time to start revising for exams and test. Wish me luck ;)

I am super looking forward to holidays!!! I just need some rest! I have not been doing any sports or exercises for few MONTHS! Ahhh, this is super unhealthy! And i super dont like it! :S I only have input but no output at all!!!

Ahhh, I want CNY to come faster! Ang Pau!!!

Love,

Raining Day

2010-01-14T21:00:00.003+08:00

Played basketball in the rain this evening with Mei Yee and De Hui. :) I have not played basketball for a long time, but today the 'feel' is still there. :) Sometime I wonder, do I still have the 'feel' to serve God? Or do we need the 'feel' to serve?

Tmr will end school at around 6pm because of FOP interview! Ahhhh, its so late! :( But I always looking forward to go back Malaysia. =)

Love,

06-01-2010

2010-01-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

Went for dinner with my beloved Suyi and JohnHao! <3 We had a super great talks! Looking forward to more outings soon! :D Suyi, thank you for those presents! :D Be straight ok! JohnHao, be strong! Preserve!!! Hahahaha!

Love,

2009-11-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

I had a really great nap this afternoon. Rainy day, its not as moody as i thought.

Love,

2009-11-04T11:46:00.001+08:00

I am really down. Just finished IDEA presentation. I am going to fail it. She said this is an alien structure and will give me alien mark. Indeed, it really look like alien.

I always fail in things that I have done, even though i put in effort.

Love,

2009-11-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

Had a very sumptuous dinner with the 'Ngan family', which are my cousins from my mum's side. Grace Ngan, Bai Er, Bo er and Li Tu. We had our dinner at NewYork NewYork @ CCK LOT1.

It is really nice and delicious! And BIG THANK to my cousin Grace Ngan, who works in NUH as a reseacher, for this treat! :D

Hope to have another reunion meal soon :)

Love,

2009-10-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

Firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRIDGET TEO!!!!!! :D Hope you like the surprise celebration!

I am really counted to be the BLESSED one! :) On Monday, I lost my EZ Link card and luckily found it at last. Just now, at around 4pm, I forgot to take my laptop and left it inside a classroom! I only remembered it after 15minutes! Really thank you so much to the teacher, she waited for me in the classroom ALONE! I am sooooo super careless la!!! One more thing just happened! My handphone just dropped on the floor! The battery and cover fly out!!!! Luckily it is still functioning!

Really thank God for so much of things! :D Also thanks to those kind souls! :D

Love,

2009-10-29T20:56:00.003+08:00

ZBrush presentation will be on next Tuesday! I haven color my structure!!! Ahhhh!!! Our MOB(Management and Organisational Behaviour) tutor - Mr David Cheong, he is a super funny and joker tutor! He always said: "HUH? UHHHHHH" to himself. I dont understand whats the point of saying that. Its kinda irritating sometime!

Tmr is going to be a long day! I am so looking forward to go back Malaysia! Home sweet home! :D

Love,

2009-10-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

Watched "My Sister's Keeper" this afternoon at Orchard with the other 5 girls which so qiao was the grouping for FOM project. It was a nice movie, touching and saddening. Outing is always great! :) I love outing!

ZBrush, which is my IDEA(Innovative, Design and Enterprise in Action) project. I hate this module! I admit that I totally do not have design or artistic talent! I just thought that it was a waste of time to ANYHOW draw a dont-know-weird-shape-model, and we have to have innovative thinking for this weirdy model.

Today is already Week2! My exam will be starting on Week8! :(

Love,

2009-10-19T20:30:00.002+08:00

First day of school in Sem2. Tiring day. Should be working at 7pm but i cancelled it last minute due to my stupid headache and a slight fever. Feeling sorry to my manager and my colleagues! I am so sorry!!! Rest at home until 8pm and went down to take my dinner with my cousin. :)

My headache haven gone after such a long break!!! I think I need more sleep tonight. I am planning to sleep at 930pm. I had 2 pills but panadol doesn't work for me :(

I dont like Monday's timetable!!! Friday is gonna have another suckening timetable. Wish me luck. Holidays please come to me again!!!

Love,

2009-10-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

School starting tmr! Ahhhhh! 7 weeks of holidays passed like super fast! I haven had enough of rests! :( Now i can only think about projects, group works, tutorials, lectures, exams, blahblahblah!

Schedule for tmr:
9am-5pm- School
7pm-11pm- Work
12am-8am- Sleep
Another day just pass like this. I need more meaningful and exciting lifestyle!

I am so happy that I am going back to play bball on Tuesday! :)
I hope we can hang on :D

Love,

2009-10-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

The questionaries. Will do it tmr, I am too lazy to do it today. Alright, next week will be first week of Sem2, I am really not ready yet! Lectures, Tutorials, GEMS, Blahhhs. Come on, FOCUS! I have forgotten all my SPSS stuff and the exam is near. No mood to study, no mood to work too. If life = holidays, will it be better than now? I wonder.

Can we hang on? once/week.

Love,

2009-10-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

Just backed from work. Home sweet home, to be clearer, bed sweet bed! :D I have finally settled the GEM thing. Big thanks to JasmineLoh!!!! :D:D I have chosen Mathematical Games and Puzzle. Ohman, what the hack is this??? Totally dont know. Anyway its about math. And my math is kinda lousy, somemore PUZZLE?! I hate puzzle. I dont understand why did I choose this. Haha, anyway, another big challenge uh.

Friday is gonna be a packed day! I am sooooo frustrated over the working schedule. I have planned to work on Monday 6/7-11 and Wednesday 5-11. What a good plan :) If I really cannot tahan then I will quit.

Really have to spend more time for God. I must always remember that I am a Christian and proud to be one. HE's near, be prepared.

Love,

2009-10-09T11:10:00.002+08:00

Holidays are going to end really soon! Boring!!! My timetable is considered quite ok but I will be having 3 hours break on Friday that made me end school at 5pm! Stupid la!!! But I think that timing is going to be PROJECT DISCUSSION!

I am not ready for school yet!!! :(

Love,

2009-10-03T14:03:00.004+08:00

It has been so long time since my last update. KL trip was really a fun one :) I bought a jacket and a pair of slipper! :D But it was really tiring for all of us. My brother- Kang and his girlfriend- Sharon brought us to alot of places to have fun. We slept around 4am everyday. And wake up around 9am.

So tiring! Yet its fun and energetic when you were attrated to shopping, eating, ice-skating, playing at Sunway Lagoon, feeling the breeze at Genting Highland. Dear Kang and Sharon, Thank you so much for driving us from one place to another. ♥ =D

I cant upload those photos! Something wrong with the internet!
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One more thing: I passed my piano exam with 114/150! Happy;)

Love,

2009-09-23T09:24:00.002+08:00

Having fun! :) Ice skating and movie and shopping later! :D :D More photos to be uploaded.

Love,

2009-09-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

Whats wrong with her?! I dont understand!!! Spoiled my holidays mood! THEY ALWAYS BIAS! Just freaking irritating! Son is always better than daughther right!!

How much i wish i just dissapeared!

Love,

2009-09-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

In holidays~ :D

Love,

2009-09-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today's jogging session initially changed to frisbee + cycling. And of course with my dearest neighbour, Ziyu! :D We played until half way and a gorup of Bangladesg came and joined us for frisbee. I tell you, they were sooo professional! Seriously, 人不可貌相!

Accompany my parent to join some dancing lesson held by christian association. Its so super nice to sweat! I went because ziyu also went, if not i will be the only youth down there. Awkward! Alright, luckily he really came. :)

KL trip may not be as fun as I thought. Because of some reasons which I dont feel like mentioning. I am really dissapointed. Still wondering should I go??? Off to shopping. Bye ;)

Love,

2009-09-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

Jogging in the evening tmr!!! :) Alright, KL trip is being settled. People who joining: Ziyu, KaiSheng and myself. How much should I bring? Hehe, so excited! :D

Lok missed the chance to go with us. I am abit angry but no choice, she has job briefing. All the best for your job! :) Lets go out together!

BaiEr, my dearest cousin is going to move in to my Singapore house. Happy cos finally has accompany. Sad cos no more OWNSELF ROOM! :(

KL, here I come. :D :D

Love,

2009-09-15T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hello! Today was another great day :) Met the pastamaniac basketballer after closing. And we were chating in the 'G language' which was really funny and hard to understand!!! And you need high IQ to understand :D That conversation proved that I AM SMART! :D So after that walked home with Mr ZiKai. And he had low IQ cos he cant understand the 'G language'! Haha, noob! :)

Tmr will be working from 12pm to 5pm. Woohoo, can sleep until 10am :) Should I do until closing? Ermmm, I think I should go back home :) SOOO lazy to work! Alright, time to do more sports and slim down!!! Fats, i hate you!!! >(

Love,

2009-09-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

Working today and it was a very nice one. Cos everything seem very smooth. And so relaxing :) Tmr will be working with Agnes! 6pm to close. Haha!!! :D :D

Lok still deciding whether to go to KL with me. We never meet for 1 year already!!! Pls say YES la!

Nothing much to post cos nothing much happened. I need to cut my nails!!! I need to check GEMs modules! I need to cut my hair!!! Sleeping time, goodnight.

Love,

2009-09-12T10:13:00.005+08:00

Just knew that my results will be out on 23rd September at 10.30am. I hope that my GPA can hit my target! :) Hope doesnt mean assure.

Its Saturday. I skipped piano lesson again because of some church thingy. This is the n time I have skipped piano lesson. I can feel my irresponsiveness. I hate choosing. Should I go for piano lesson or church? Sometime there are alot choices in our life. Which one you choose you will have to forgone the other. Opportunity cost.

'Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ.' (Galatians 1:10) I have never ever forgotten that I am a servant of Christ. Why did I leave the ministry? There is a reason, which I have not found a really good reason to reject God's works.

Creator gave us the right to CHOOSE and DECIDE. You can choose to believe in HIM or the other way. For me, I chose to BELIEVE, believe by faith. I chose to SERVE, serve Him by willingness. For the reason JesusChrist had died for me once, and for you.

Love,

2009-09-11T20:05:00.005+08:00

Finally home after such a long jam. Great new!!! My SG housemate had won something from Singtel where she can buy any bun for 10 cents each, all she need to do is show the message! Oh man! Its like SOOO Super CHEAP! 1 bun for 10 cents!!! Issit a dream or what!? So, the cheapo me borrowed the phone from her and bought 5 in the morning and 6 in the evening. :) Ha, I am really 贪小便宜 :) But who cares? 10 cents each. Just grab them without any hesitation la! HAHAHA!!!

The cashier looked unhappy when i keep taking and taking. Whats wrong with her! She is only a CASHIER, just collect the money and SMILE TO CUSTOMER!!! Thats all! Show attitudes sia! I am customer ok!

Anyway, mum was happy about the breads, cos I bought a sweet potato bread which I thought she will like it, and really she love it! She said I should buy MORE! My dad even funny la, he gave me $6 and asked me buy $5 buns, which is like 50buns!!! Might as well buy whole outlet buns! SOOOOOOO CHEAP!!!

Conclusion: My family is very 贪小便宜! But I like it :D Alright, church cell group later, have to prepare :)

Love,

2009-09-10T23:46:00.004+08:00

Reached home from work at 11pm. I am still awake because my hair is like so super wet! Okay, ytd I scolded my brother for no reason, and so sorry, i just cannot control my emotions! Thank you so much for teaching me the HTML thingys. PUNGYUYAN, pls appreciate!!!

'A patient man has great understanding, but a quick-tempered man displays folly.' (Proverb 14:29)

Love,

2009-09-10T11:50:00.002+08:00

Working at 5pm later. I finally no longer a trainee :) Hurray! Thats not the point. Will I be able to hang on until next semester? I really dont know. Holidays not counted, but when school going to start, can I cope? Should I quit?

I hope I can have a nice timetable for next semester! For these holidays, I never plan how should I spend. Looking forward for KL trip, even without her. :) Cos I still have him! =)

Love,

9th September 2009

2009-09-09T16:22:00.011+08:00

090909! I love this day! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACQUELINE TAN & CHERVYN!!!!!!! :D :D
May all you wishes come true! :)

Love,

8th September 2009

2009-09-08T20:15:00.008+08:00

Had my third birthday celebration with Shieleen, YongYong, Agnes and Jacqueline! Happy early birthday for Jacqueline!!! :D I was hoping to see Suyi but in the end never! Quite dissapointed. :(

We sang birthday song and had chocolate cake. :) After that, we had mahjong session! Very nice!!! :) Nanny Heng cooked us Mee Goreng and Chicken Flavour Maggi Mee for herself. It was super duper delicious cos all of us were very HUNGRY!

Present from them! :D

There are a wrist rest where you place your hand on top of it when using mouse. And a very girly keychain. Haha, thank you so much! :D

I had an enjoyable day! PONG~ GANG~ HU!!!!!

6th September 2009

2009-09-08T19:58:00.008+08:00

6th September is my 17th birthday! :) And I celebrated with my church mates in church.

Had dinner with parent to celebrate again. :) They ordered my favourite CRAB! :D Soo nice! :)

2nd September 2009

2009-09-02T18:49:00.007+08:00

Today is a happy day :) Went to Seiriol's house to play mahjong with JasmineTeo, Meixuan JiaYin and Seiriol. Haha, Meixuan and Jiayin are newbie but they already knew how to play! :) Seiriol is really 放炮queen! Noob! LOL. And Jasmine Teo is super lucky. Self draw for 3 ROUNDS!!! And for Meixuan and Jiayin, so happy that they learnt how to play! :) So can jio them next time :) SOON!

But they suddenly got me a cake out from no where, which I was totally shocked la! Anyway, thank you very much for celebrating my birthday like SO EARLY!! :D And I was awarded with the best joker award 2009. Ya, thats true, mediacorp had awaraded me long time ago! ;) And a lime green water bottle. I like it soooo much! Especially the color.

Went for Sakae after that. Buffet from 3-6pm. It is like really damn damn bloody FULL! I feel like I was pregnant! Really will vomit la pls.

29th August 2009

2009-08-29T15:02:00.003+08:00

Its saturday. Actually wanted to go for a sales with mum but ended up staying at home slacking. My brother just came back from KL :) Left with one more who will be coming back from Singapore later if he can finish his project, then i can have 一家团聚! :D LOL! Like super long never had such a scene.

Tmr will be having the NTUC thing with Valerie, $6/hour. Shiok! Got pay lei!! :) But I skipped my church service, thats really bad! :/

I dont know its happy or saddening, suddenly felt very empty, holidays like nothing to do. Looking forward to wednesday, cos will be playing mahjong at Sieriol house! Haha, call me Mahjong queen! :D

28th August 2009

2009-08-28T21:16:00.001+08:00

Yahoo! Exam over, here come holidays! :D Okay, let me enjoy my holidays! :) By watching tv! Hehe, tv here i come :)

26th August 2009

2009-08-26T14:43:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Finally FOM is over!!! And I left with the LAST PAPER!!! Cheer! Cos holidays coming! :D Today FOM is dead one. Now, i should concentrate on ECONS. Jiayou for last paper! :)

Holidays planning:
-Badminton with Seiriol, Jasmine Teo, Jiayin and MeiXuan! :)
-Outing with Suyi & JohnHao :D
-KL trip ;D
-Work! :(
-Check GEMS module
-Class DAC04 Outing!
-Play and play and PLAY!!!

Ah, I am already on holiday mood le. Must swtich back to study mood, still have ECONS!!! Go and take a nap first. Recharge! :)

25th August 2009

2009-08-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

As expected, I did not follow the timetable that i set ytd. Amazingly, I woke up at 7am and went for jogging! :D So proud of myself! Reached home at 9am and went for breakfast with mum and also pasar to buy some food!

Reached home at around 11am. Study fom for awhile and feeling very tire! And I slept for 2 hours! Ahhh, wasted my time! :( But luckily and finally, now, i finished my 4P's! Sooo happy. I left with around 4 chapters to go! Segmentation, Consumer behaviour, Mic & Mac, Retailing.

Really going crazy. And I left with 4 hours! Cos I need to sleep early today!!!! No matter what! I HATE FOM :(

24th August 2009

2009-08-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

Cool, 1 more down! :) Left with two more exams! Woohoo, holidays!!! Here i come! :D Today's accounting paper, really challenging, almost cannot finish on time. But luckily still manage to fill up every questions but no time to CHECK!

Fom is on Wednesday, tmr is surely mugging at home! No more going out :( Maybe will go for a jogging in the morning with Ziyu. :) Fom alot of thingssss to study! Hais, from PART A - PART C; Chapter 1 to Chapter 12. Whole textbook!!! Whole lecture notes!!! Whole tutorial!!! Alamak, i only studied until part a. Still have 8 more chapters to chiong! 8 chapters within 1 day? Issit possible?

Ok, lets plan now. I should wake up at around 7am. Jog until 8.30am. Start my FOM at 9.30am. Average one hour for one chapter, should be able to finish everything before 7pm. Comeon Yuyan, you can do it! Sleep early today!!!

I am waiting.

21st August 2009

2009-08-21T15:38:00.002+08:00

ITAB Exam: I am so happy, cos I managed to finish everything on time! :D Hehehe, satisfied! :)
Yeah, 1 down!!! 3 more to go~

Maybe there will be that 'one day' :) I dont know.

20th August 2009

2009-08-20T13:18:00.004+08:00

It doesn't seem great after all. Okay, choing ITAB!

18th August 2009

2009-08-18T18:25:00.002+08:00

Tmr is my piano exam, wish me luck! :) I am very nervous! Gotta practise more now!
All the best to those who will be taking ITAB exam tmr! Jiayou! Good luck! :D

Should I continue? Confusion!!!

17th August 2009

2009-08-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

First big big thing! Happy 22nd birthday to my beloved twin brothers - Pung Li Kang & Pung Li Tu! :D I love you two ok! =) August always a HOT Month for birthday! Just dont know why. Just alot alot friends or relatives' birthday fall on August! Maybe its '8' ? Auspicious?

Today was being asked to help to cut lime into pieces during work. Accidentally, or can be said as Unprofessionally, my index finger also kena cut with the lime together! Damn pain la! Walao, the problem is I hope it can recover tmr, if not my piano exam sure D.E.A.D! I hope plaster will help! :)

I simply just love my HOME :D Its the environment and the people you get along with!

16th August 2009

2009-08-16T17:01:00.002+08:00

Examsssss... Mug mug mug muggggggg! :(
Holidayssssssssss... Play play play play play! :)

When exam over and when holidays come! :D Super happy!

11th August 2009

2009-08-11T19:58:00.003+08:00

Today is a simple day, finally finish up every homeworks :) So proud of myself! :D But working for the following weekdays, will be extremely tired, i guess.

Went to work place after school and I really DONT WANT TO WORK after this week. But the manager like not happy. But I dont care, I dont want work means dont want work. Let her scold lo. And if kena sacked also dont care la. Student priority is to STUDY ma :D

Reached home with packed Mac Fillet O Fish. After finishing it my stomach pain. Wah, poisoning food??? Then I went to shit. And!!! My butt super pain la, still got blood sia! I think I am tooooo heaty, the pangsai is very very hard, like rock like that! I shit until my butt super super pain. I even cried la! Cos IT BLEED!!! Now sit down also abit problematic. Sunday already bleeding, I thought it is recovering soon!!! THEN NOW THE BUTT CRACKED AGAIN! PAIN AH!

Okay, I want to sleep at 9pm later. Cos tmr is WHOLE DAY ON. From 6.30am all the way to 11.30pm! Hope everything will be done at 10.45pm, then i can reach home at 11pm. Sian :(

Why did I start it?

10th August 2009

2009-08-10T21:06:00.002+08:00

Stress ah!!! Finally all projects have almost done.
Next thing is EXAMS!
Have to rush my FOM 08/09 exam paper, and ECONS 07/08 paper. When I am doing, I found that I need a textbook and notes beside me to complete every questions. Exam sure die le!!! Really must start studying. This week still have to work! Ahh, really make me cant breathe le!

Tmr ONOW presentation. Another boring and wasting time lesson!

6th August 2009

2009-08-06T13:12:00.001+08:00

YESS! My wallet is back at 6th August 2009, 11.30am! :D I am sooooo HAPPY! :D :D
Thank GOD! :)

5th August 2009

2009-08-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

FLU again! :( Now came headache!
Exams coming, my admin card is in my wallet! :(
My wallet was found but the person haven return to police station, and i dont have his number. Exam is coming!!! My wallet pls come back lei!

I have piano exam on 19th August, then i need to present my Malaysia IC ahhhhh! My CARDS are all inside my wallet! Plsss, come back plssss! Today already 5th August le! Damn sad!! :( :'(

4th August 2009

2009-08-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

Today is super lucky. Early in the morning sotmachache and made me late for ONOW presentation. Luckily the marker also late! Then after during STATS tutorial, my msn kena virus! But in the end it is still fixed. Thank you Jasmine Loh for that :) Lastly, my phone drop when going out of the STATS classroom, luckily it is still functioning.

Sometime i just wander, why I like to complain so much. Why didn't I learn to gift thanks? Thank God that he sent his only son, Jesus Christ to die for us, so that we are not sinner anymore. And we are not separated with God anymore. Thank God that he lead my way. Thank God for putting me in SP. Thanks God for granted me so much talents. Thank God that I am healthy though sometime i will fall sick. Thank God that he listened to my prayers. Thank God that I have a mouth that speak well but not very well, which can preach your words with friends. Thank God for giving me sttrength and braveness to talk to my friends about gospel althought they might reject it. Same goes with human being. Just a 'thank you' and you might make the person a happy day.

I feel very sad about my class, its ok that my class is not united, but why is there hatred among classmates. I feel pity for her, she is very tiring too! Sometime she is stress too, she is human too! There was time that she really had bad attitude, but who dont have attitudes? And speak up or voice out if she did wrong, maybe she doesn't know that she is wrong. People learnt from mistake dont we? Dont only see one side of her, she has a good side too which my classmates still cant see or haven seen yet. If everyone could accept her, that will be great. Cos she felt being accepted. Try standing on her situation. If i were her, ohmy! Its really suffering! SUFFER! I really hope i can have a good relationship with her, AT LEAST chit chat like i always do. Tmr will be a good start :) I hope.

29th July 2009

2009-07-29T21:45:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day that I joined Softball training. Okay, it was not a good start, I hurt my thumb when catching the ball! IT IS TOTALLY NOT SOFT! My thumb ocheh le! :(

Yeah, tmr meeting dad for breakfast! :) I have been bothering by my lost wallet recently. For now, there was SOMEONE who found it, and he did go to my IC's address. But the kind soul never see me and said that he/she will return to the police station. But it doesn't seem to be like that, I have been waiting for calls from police station! No one CALLED ME! I really miss my wallet alot alot!!! Pls call me !!!!!!

Why am I so careless! Nvm! Be joyful! :D

Shiyu, cheer up okay! :D

25th July 2009

2009-07-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

I damn bloody hell FREAKING NO MOOD!
I lost my wallet! My ICs, $50, Bank card, popular card, library card, and those CARDSSSS!!!
@$@#*!@#*$@**#$*!@%*%@!%

Oh god, which soul picked it and kindly return me pls! I AM REALLY FREAK OUT!

23rd July 2009

2009-07-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I am back to sch! :D Tiring but still compulsory for studying. And this morning, me and JiaLer had stomache at the SAME TIME. Then we went to toilet to do business together. Its really funny inside the toilet. Haha, luckily now we are alright already :)

Yeah, i feeling much much better now. I hope I can gain back my energy REAL SOON! :D Jump here jump there! Tmr FOM project! Arghhh, I dont want to stay until that lateeeeeee~ Goodnight!

Alamak! I sprained my left thumb!!!!

21st July 2009

2009-07-21T19:29:00.002+08:00

Have been fallen sick these two days! And i missed 2 days of lessons! Argh! I hate being sick! From cough to flu to fever. Potential h1n1! Luckily its not! And now i feel OK already. So will be going back to school tmr. But i still cannot speak well, my throat hurt!

Take medicine!!!!!!

17th July 2009

2009-07-17T19:31:00.004+08:00

Today is Friday! And I reached Malaysia like super early at around 4pm. Cos I skipped FOM project meeting, so sorry to all of them!!!

I am so happy that I did some homework ytd and now i only left with ITAB! And of course FOM project, EC project. Slacking at home and wathching tv and playing computer game from 4pm until now. Going to have dinner with my family. Now then i know how to appreciate the time spending with them. As i can only see them like once a week, sometime will REALLY miss them alot. Especially when nth to do at Singapore house.

Something exciting had happend on me! Bridget had painted my right thumb with HOT PINK! and my left thumb with BLUE! And i found that Medicure is really NOT FOR ME! Haha, but it is very fun to make it. This is will be the first time of painting my nail and the last! Yucks, I still HATE PINK after all!

15th July 2009

2009-07-15T21:08:00.002+08:00

Term 2 started like 2 weeks. Things getting busier and busier. Super alot projects have to be done but still slacking somewhere around. CCA-less might be a great thing, i am so free today that i can play game like for 5 hours?! Yea, but still feel very empty, i really need something to do that is more meaningful than facing my laptop whole days!

Hell, i think i will join CCA only next year. Dont care so much already! I am so looking forward to go back Malaysia home! My television! I am really suffocating at Singapore home. I have television at home but cant watch, my life is really getting more boring than before! No cca! No TV! ALAMAK!!!! Really 雪特!!!

It was just not so me!

6th July 2009

2009-07-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

Went for PEPG from 6.45pm until now. It was a topic on Happy Family. Indeed, I never regret of going. I learned the way that how I should treat my family. We should be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger. I think this will be very useful for me for the rest of my life. And the ingredients to have effective communication with family are LOVE, FAITH, SELF-DISCIPLINE, REPONSIBILITY. Thank God that you taught me all these. Always remember that our earthly father love us as much as our heavenly father. Know our parents' needs more than our wants.

树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在. 'I LOVE YOU'? I will choose to SHOW them instead of TELLING THEM.

-YUYAN'2338
As I prayed .

03 July 2009

2009-07-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

YES! MST HAD OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel super relax now! But still have to chiong tonnes of projects when sch start! There are ITAB, EC, FOM and it will surely be more soon or later! Wouldn't want to think about exam result yet, i need to rest and play and watch tv to the max first!!!

Its late now cos I just finished playing games! Luckily I never addict during exam week! Yeah, the nightmare had finally over. But this will only be PART ONE! There will be alot of other parts and other episodes!!! Now i going to sleep and dream, hopefully wont have nightmare! Tmr is a SATURDAY! :D

-YUYAN"0008
Settling .